愁前山

科技發達，再加上一個全球化，每日生活只有copy and paste。

每天趕趕趕，不知爲什麽而忙。

直到那一天死亡，或是珍貴東西失去一樣，才會停下來想一想。

翻版盜版猖狂，消費人買得很爽，只有商家喊很受傷，有誰來管？

大街小巷都充滿mamak，大家共聚一堂，都在講一種話，不是粗話就是廢話。

不必有内容，不必有草稿，講別人gossip大家就會大聲笑笑。

大學教育基本上是每個人的權利，爲什麽每年還會有人哭哭啼啼，

只因為拿不到醫學係。

要知道這個世界不是只有醫師，工程師可以去當廚師，飛機師轉眼一樣可以當按摩師。

看到a pek路旁跌倒也不敢去幫忙，

看到摩托還要閃一閃，

只怕轉身被parang砍一砍。

出門不是砍就是搶，有時砍了再搶，搶了再砍。

敗壞治安，大家賴來賴去不辦也不想解決方案，

十萬火急，很可能只是隨口講講，

看看一年過後還是不是在原地上。

心血来潮，发一篇很久以前写的。希望她生病时要看医生，谢谢她的嫌弃，因为笔者已找到“识货”的。

報仇？

宿命？

事情不會因時間而淡化。

只是會成爲一個警惕。

一個指標，成爲未來閲事的準則。

人心不只隔層皮，還有骨肉一層又一層。

心到底是什麽顔色？

怨恨，三年。

嘻嘻哈哈點燃怒火。

過橋抽板，一幕又一幕。

人人都可憐哭著説謊話的小女生。

真相不是謎，而是沒人想知道。

激動的騙話，遠勝鐵證如山的證據。

衆人如此無知，感慨世人膚淺。

平日稱兄道弟，畢恭畢敬；

陳述苦衷時又半信半疑。

有難，求，叫干哥，如此親切，

轉頭蛇蠍腹裏藏刀。

生命中一個過客，

殲滅性的過客。

她借了“錢”，不覺得有欠債。

冥冥中自有安排？

牠還是有其神秘的處事方式。

等待又等待。

不要被可愛的面孔矇騙，

人心，不再是一個會震動300億下的器官，

而她的心，也許是黑色的。

相信很多朋友最近已经上了他们人生中最后一堂课，从此考试功课将远离他们了……

前几天看了一位朋友的blog，满多感触的。当然，以笔者的标准，大学毕业后才是人生的第三阶段。笔者总认为，少年时几不如意的日子中还能在大学来个咸鱼翻生，大学，是唯一也是最后一个学习的黄金时段，所以笔者很珍惜，也很尽用这段时间尝试新东西。所以，幼稚园中小学是第一阶段，大学是第二阶段，然后才第三阶段。当然这也仅仅是笔者的想法而已。

这几天当很多朋友在“晒命”游山玩水的时候，还有一些人天天回ukm等待lecturer们的出现以交上最后一份功课–论文。有时也不知究竟是学生差得太离谱还是lecturer有意刁难学生，当dead line迫在眉头了，还要学生们加东添西的，搞到来很可能过了“大限”还未能交出被认为满意的作品！binding两天左右，等lecturer出现的时间是无限的，因为他们很神出鬼没，想必他们必有一身好忍术！

哪里都走不了，因为功课还没交。期望待会儿真的可以“一朝了恩仇”，开始真正的假期、毕业。且慢，笔者报读了硕士班，及时开学亦没有下文，只知道开学后是个寂寞的学年，好多朋友已经扬帆而去了……这几天又不能离开家太久，不知那个整天ham我们的prof会不会真的推荐笔者去做工。等等看看吧。

未来的路如何走？硕士班结束后也许会加入政党吧！毕竟《大专法令》的淫威下，管你是什么叉学生（phd，master，etc……）还是未能参政的。为人民为民主奉献一份力量。

各位加油！这几天真的是满无聊的！

大学生涯真的是最后一个翻身的战场吗？

经过了三年的洗礼（有的经过了四年），究竟我们真的可以面对社会了吗？讲真的，看到有的同学拼命的找工作，心里的确有点慌。笔者还有一年，报读了一年的硕士课程，未来的路还是有点茫然。

原来马来西亚的政治还有点有趣！308、916一连串的“海啸”、“地震”、“风暴”，笔者看到了一线微弱的曙光！以前笔者常和朋友论政，不是听得满头雾水就是一位笔者在“吹水”，究竟是华人对政治那么冷感？还是各个怕事而不敢谈？有人说笔者常把事搞得很政治化，请问，天下何处无政治？办公室？国会？学会？团体？学校？公司？你说别搞政治，笔者只能说你好虚假！笔者搞绩效制，你说笔者刻薄；说贡献，拿出你的成绩来看看啊！还不是拍拍屁股就走人呢？！很可恶，有的人没什么贡献还有来显淫威！

月入RM10000+，了不起吗？的却很了不起！但是……请尊敬别人的父母可以吗！我们的父母并不失败，请不要说我们的父母失败，只因他们没有月入五位数！爱因斯坦的父亲为大吗？伟大！没有他，何来爱因斯坦？成功发达靠实力，有时还需一点运气，有偶然的成分。如果人人都可以发达的那么容易，请问，我们为何要崇拜bill gates？warren buffet？尊敬别人的想法吧！

说真的，有点寒心，想不到有些来自母校的学弟妹们好像有点不太有礼貌（当然，又一两位笔者震得很开心，因为你们真的很有礼貌（kjut的）！）。在大学碰个面，招呼都没打，倒是来自其余十三州三直辖地的学弟妹们见个面，基本礼貌到做足，有时还懂得礼善往来。来自母校的学弟妹们，你们好自为之。

前几天遇上了一个人，没有打招呼，没有交谈，四目交接都没有。这个人笔者对他的恨意是有点的，因为他，笔者中学被校长臭骂一顿，还差点被踢出学校！！很幸运，没被开除。说来话长，故事大概只能说当时他们已是校友，笔者还是学生的时候在学校办了一个活动。笔者知道他们这些校友是搞事一族，坚持不邀请他们，岂知笔者有一位“朋友”不知是有心还是无意把他们“引”了过来！不出所料的它们也发挥了其“破坏王”的本色，又是玩面粉，又是作弄人，被校长抓个正的，他们，逃之夭夭，笔者无端端吃了死猫。人人都赖我，那些当时form5的ajk们“赖功”十分深厚，非但没有打圆场，还大力教训了笔者，笔者面对“死猫二重曲”，只能默默忍受，享尽人间冷暖。不知当时的ajk们，你们近来好吗？有生病吗？有看医生吗？

tun mahathir has a new blog, i can only say i’m not impressed. a little too late to start a blog? i’m not sure, but since there’s enormous ppl still admire, influence by his influence, i can only say i’m sad that still, today, ppl still heavily addicted by his propaganda.

yes, he’s a charismatic leader, he speaks for third world, stand up for muslim, even "shine" our nation’s name, but he’s controversial, as he speaks for human rights, plenty in our country suffers in a different manner, we have no physical abuse, but we are mentally torture under his reign.

please tell me, how many chinese primary school has been build under his reign? how many people get arrested by ISA under his reign? how is our money wasted under his reign? how our main stream media being restricted, abused under his reign? how many non-bumis get scholarship under his reign? how our jurisdiction system been abuse by him? how we cheated under his reign?

i cant get any data on chinese primary school, the government said that they have successfully increased the number, but, we cant feel any, what we feel is from bad to worst, and only during election time BN government will give "special" funding to help those poor school, we are under same country, same color of blood, every year at least 15+ billion ringgit has been funded on educations, and every 4/5 years chinese community only get rm 400,000+ for maintaining our school? please tell me this is a joke.

the 1980s, infamous “茅草行动”, arrested almost every single ppl that fight for their rights, without trial, without explanation. google it, you’ll find more infomation about it.

yes, we have plenty mega project that shine our names at world stage, klcc, klia, putrajaya, msc……countless. ok, a question comes in, is msc success? well, i cant even find a single google, or microsoft company at malaysia. putrajaya, do we need a so advance, luxurious government buildings when plenty ppl in this country still struggle to live? stuggle to survive? do we need supercomputers, when the efficiency of government segment is so slow that ppl will fossilize when waiting their turns?

main stream media, wow, maintain neutrality? integrity? sorry, i read multiple papers a day, bias for sure. when tun M say yes, those papers, tv dont dare to say no, almost everyday tun M is front page. say something not nicely under his reign, you are done.

sacking judges? he has setup an unprecedented act that make our jurisdiction system so wounded that today still fail to heal up. he never admit nor apologize for his evil act that destroyed the independency of jurisdiction system in our country. one more thing, "i cant remember anything"–he’s forgetful isn’t he?

he announced Malaysia is a Islamic country while our constitution clearly state that we are a secular country that using federation system! new economic agenda (NEB) that only created for 20 years (1970-1990), clearly abused and marginalize non-bumis is extended and even more abusely used under his reign. when 1990, he only slightly change the name and continue with that. this agenda clearly favors rich bumis, how many real poor bumis are helped? any advancement, developement over east Malaysia? mr khairy, penang chinese did not and will not marginalise malays in penang, they are marginalise by rich and corrupted malays that favoured and profited by that agenda/policy. think before you say, by the way, thank you for making oxford university no longer a university i admire. i wonder how he manage to win in this election? i wonder why no MCA stand up against NEB, too sad that that time our votes are wasted! today the government is so corrupted that even some ppl can have 16 toilet and 21 rooms in a single house. how on earth he can earn so much money, does he pay tax?

i found it amusing that some ppl say he’s better than lee kuan yew… let’s compare some facts, the little red dot that slightly smaller than perlis is the only 1st world country in south east asia, where’s malaysia? singapore government is so efficient that china even use that as advertisement. in boleh land, your case will be solved around 5 years if you decided to take it to court. we have plenty natural resources, oil, water, gas, tin….and our wallet shrinking every day. singapore, dont have anything, their government is earning money every year. singapore is the "cleanest" country in all asia. malaysia…oh, i never know we have ACA…and you may get sue if you report some powerful guy that he corrupts..

oh, it’s time to change, Malaysia! certainly not under his influence, no one can not be replaced, there’s an old saying: "if you want a change, let new people handle it." without new ppl, there will no revolutionary advance and changes. well, he started to critic ppl that oppose, disagree with him on media, did he ever give a speech, suggestions that make malaysia a better place after his "retirement"? sorry, i found none, he’s just criticise everyone that not agreeing with him. i wonder still plenty ppl buy his words, maybe he’s just have special charisma or special aura that influence ppl so deeply.

Tun M started his blog, sorry, i’m not impress with it. he can say whatever he can, and i hope 1 day, we can do the same. he’s sensational he’s skillful in speaking and he can easily gets ppl emotional, i think trice everytime i read his comments, you?